Collective Sigh...

Well, as it turns out, there is no more good news. :( I miscarried right at 3 months. They said a quarter of all pregnancies end in miscarriage! Oddly enough, it was comforting, in a way. At least I'm not alone! You and wrack your brain for things that you did wrong (position when you're sleeping, eating something, lifting something heavy, etc) but in the end that's just how Allah (swt) wanted it. There is nothing left to do is pray and try again, insha'Allah.

Also, no more kitty. :( He climbed up on a roof one rainy night and when I went to get help, he disappeared! I thought maybe he jumped and got hurt, or possibly died, but I looked and and didn't see anything or hear anything, for that matter. He's been missing since the Saturday following Thanksgiving. I'm still looking! I miss Moufasa, terribly. There's a void in my life now, and I don't have the heart to get another kitten in his place. I also don't have the heart to pack up his food and toys to give away, because I keep hoping he'll come back, or that I'll find him somehow. I did put up signs, and even offered a reward for his safe return, but I'm starting to lose hope.

Anyway...life goes on, I suppose.