Writing...or Lack Thereof

Why is it always forever and a day before I find a chance to write again? In all honesty, I think it's because I feel inspired a lot, but these days, when I get a chance to actually write, the inspiration has passed and I am just missing sleep. I often read the biographies of writers and notice that many of them made a habit of writing everyday--just to have written something. George Lucas forced himself to write to finish his script, Anne Frank wrote in her diary everyday...not that I am comparing myself to either, but it can't hurt to make it a habit to do the same!

Even though I haven't found the time to write everyday, I have found the time to read, thankfully. Usually, that's what inspires thoughts and ideas, but if a book is that good, how can I force myself to put it down to go write? It's a dilemma! I did recently finish Zeitoun by Dave Eggers. Excellent book, and quick read. It truly is one of those books that made me question things that I've always taken for granted. Also shed a whole new light on the Katrina incident. I will say no more in case a student is online fervently praying for a book report!

Anxiety Setting In

I'm getting nervous now. Really no one to ask questions except my doctor, and she is really no help. Nothing seems to alleviate my fears. Doing a good job of ignoring these feelings until I'm alone!

On a brighter note...I got my Girl Scout cookies this week. Caramel Delites, you taste better every single time. I'm pretty sure they're drugged...probably why I can't stop eating them. YUM.

Promises, promises

Whoops...guess I forgot to post any pictures. Well, I could post one right now. This one is in India with my cousins.

Anxious

I am incredibly happy to be visiting my relatives after several years. It's nice to see the little ones all grown up and see how they've all changed. I'm enjoying my time with them before I have to return and get back to reality.... But as much as I love to be with them, I'm anxious to return just because of the pollution and filth in general. I can't step outside without coughing profusely.

Anyway, I shall post some pictures as soon as I get back...

Muy Bueno!

Okay, so I'm going to Pakistan and India this summer, insha'Allah. One thing that I look forward to (hopefully) see is this candybar! It is my absolute favorite (Toblerone cannot even compare). It's light, with subtle flavors and hazelnut! Who doesn't like hazelnut?!

The first time I saw it, I was in Malaysia. I couldn't stop eating it! When I returned home, I saw it a few more times in an Arab grocery store, and then they stopped carrying them, and started carrying a cheaper brand of the same type of thing (wafer, chocolate, and cream filling). I was sorely disappointed...and I found out something scary about myself afterward. Apparently, I only shopped at that particular store because of the candybar; when they stopped carrying it, I stopped shopping there! I didn't realize that it would have such an impact on my life.

Anyway, I am leaving in less than a week! I have so many things to do besides dream about chocolate, and yet that's what I've chosen to do on my lunch break. Smart!

Oh yes, and I finished my pajama pants in my last sewing class at Sew Crafty this past weekend. I will try to post some pictures of them before I jet-set outta here.

Awesome Clothing Line

Convenient Condo

Looking for a place to rent is easy as beans. Buy? Nightmare. I found one place that I really like. I would post pictures, but that would probably be invasion of privacy...seeing as how someone is currently living there. But it's a really nice condo...built in 2005, 3 bedrooms, 2.5 bath...and a GORGEOUS kitchen! Small backyard, perfect for a garden...and dare I say it...ambara ki bhaji (Indian spinach)!!! Insha'Allah. Anyway, it's conveniently located to just about everything. It's also only about a mile from where we are living right now. Of course, the best part of all is that it's within our budget. We're planning on putting a bid down tomorrow, so insha'Allah, they will accept it!!! I'm so nervous!